Sedangkan rambut pun tak sama hitam, apalagi hati.

sedangkan pada diri sendiri pun boleh tipu, apatah lagi pada orang lain.

We'll never know what's coming. We'll never know who's coming next.
And we'll never know what's leaving and who's leaving next.

Like they said,
Whether we want it or not, when it gonna come, it gonna come.

100 & 1000

"Guna ke tak zikir digital tu"

"Eh guna. Kekadang. Hehe"

"Kakak amalkanlah, zikir 100x lepastu selawat 1000x. In shaa Allah senang belajar"

"Haa.emm"

"Bukannya kena sekaligus. Tengah sambil-sambil tu, tekanlah 5x dulu ke, haa pastu nak buat benda lain, tekan lagi 5x. Tapi memang kena 1000 kali sehari selawat tu. Zikir dulu lah."

"Ohhh hmm hehe"

"Tengah takde kerja ni buatlah solat dhuha"

"Solat dhuha..oh macam mana? Macam solat biasa eh"

"Hak ah. Buat 2 rakaat. 4 rakaat boleh. Ada masa buatlah 6 rakaat. Rezeki melimpah ruahhh tau"

Ayuh.

words

Because there will be something that can't be done in Malay words

Dan ada benda yang takjadi kalau guna bahasa inggeris

Macam mana boleh terfikir, such alphabets, can be a beautiful word
Such words can be a wonderfull sentence or vice versa.
And such sentences boleh jadi perenggan. Lepastu jadi karangan, tadaaa

Lepastu even satu perkataan boleh mendatangkan beribu perasaan
Aihh jutaaa or even moree

Dan melalui cara susunan ayat, we can whether fall in or hate more
Kann kannnnn hebatnya . haha.
And they said magic is powerful. No, it's words. Words are sharper than swords remember? Haha :p

Dan sebenarnya kita tak perlu pun tulis 'hahahaha' when we're laughing. Macamlah ada orang nampak kita gelak.(but who cares, nak jugak tulis hahahahaha)
Boleh je tipu perasaan.
I mean, kalau tengah takut boleh pura2 berani, tengah sedih pura2 happy and blablabla.

Ada kebaikan dengan keburukanlah. Well of course, semua benda ada pros and cos memasing.

Kan?

Everything seems to be quite awkward , aren't they?

Uuuuu bad alert bad alert

It's somehow we gotta change or it'll change us first

Think think think ~~~

Messy brain, could u please just shut up and keep functioning well. Brr
I mean, hello ! Wake up brain! Do your thingy , work together with the heart, mannnnn come on...


I'm sorry for not saying sorry when i supposed to. To everyone, especially to that man in my house.

Sorry for not being a good something, a handy hand , errr helping hand?
Sorry for being such a killjoy. For the two little squeaky monsters that love to see me being a cute witch who're casting weird spells on them or something. My pierce voice that piercely'll came out when screaming. Haha

Sorry for sorrying things in a place where nobobody would realize.
Hahaha

Hate to admit, ''arrogance that kills, but I'm addicted to it, still'' yez yezz zat iz corrrect

loads and loads of heavy loads that are loading my loaded load nodded head

Tolong tepi sikit ~
Ahaha
Hai? Miss me?
Hahahahahaha

Well well well~
It's kinda awkward being here when I'm actually had nothing to write
Krik krik. Okay

So let's learn to...not to put high hopes on something that we're not sure how it'll end--------

Taraaaa.
That's all?
Errr. Haha.k

Well it's a bit..... Challenging... For not having the thing you'd been addicted to, beside you...for such a longgg longgg longgg (it's not that long but for me, it is very long)

Well that's all I guess. Haha tata

 





















                              SELAMAT HARI BAPA
                                                          Wish dalam doa je boleh tak?

sardin hutan bandar

Well guess who'd arrived from hutan bandar and went straight to me with burning excitement?
^ weird wierdo weirdd question weird~

THEM ((the brothas & the cousins))

Aherher

"Assalamualaikum!!! Kakak buat apaaaa"

"Brggghh haa waalaikumussalam"

"Ohhh ohhh buat homework"

-.-


"Kakak!! Tengok muka sikit~"

"Dah kenape koo"

*jengukjenguksengih

"Hehe dah lupa.."

"Hahaha amenda lasehh"



Errr. Ahaha. Lama sangat ke tak jumpa?
Okay. Janji aku tak dipeluk ramai-ramai cukup. Alhamdulillah
Memasing bau sardin perghhh siapa yang nak makan sardin hutan bandar


Apa motif post ni?
Motifnya~~~~
Carila apa-apa jelah bye

random

Can't blend with your attitude
That's all.


Don't know anything
Stop pretending


It's my choice
Don't act like it's yours


But the decision is yours
Whether to leave it alone
Or watching it leave.


Don't deny,
You felt it too.

don't care
Just don't involve

Yes a bad person she is
You don't say?

She knows what she's doing
As long as you're not injured in or out
You don't have to stop her

As long as the path is still going to the right way
U don't have to pull the trigger
To shoot the lane
Just so that she'll be on the path you've chosed
Don't.

Wahid

Masa kau taktau nak luah apa
Taktau nak buat ayat macam mana

Sebab memang kau taktau
Taktau apa yang kau nak

Benda semua bercampur aduk
Taktau sakit dekat mana

Depan kiblat
Kau cuma
'Allah...Allah....Allah....Allah....Tuhan...Tuhan...'

Takde ayat, takde permintaan keluar dari mulut
Semua dalam hati
Tak terkeluar
Allah tau apa dalam hati

Sebab kau memang taktau
Dan kau tau Allah je yang tau



Allah...Tuhan....Ya Tuhan ... Ya Allah...Pencipta segalanya...yang memberi sakit yang menarik sakit, yang memberi perasaan, yang menarik perasaan

Cari, rasa dengan hati
Allah ada
Allah ada
Taknampak
Tapi Dia selalu nampak kau
Rasa betul betul
Ada. Dia ada
Pujuk hati, pujuk

i feel something..
jelous? i dont know, i dont even know how to spell it ahaha
it supposed to be a wonderfull thing to see your cousins-sisters achieved their goals (or other people la yg takkenal pun)
going to catch their dreams, here and there,

but watdehey did i feel just now?

im gonna be like u guys..
your life were so....smooth

but i dont know how..i just dont know
it's hurt to be compared, u know?


'how's ur friend's? mesti lagi tinggi kan markahnya?
'haaa dia boleh... so y cant you? apa yang beza?'
'young lady,look at them..so y cant you?'
'hey, look at this small girl, y cant u ha big girl?'
'dont u feel ashame seing little girls doing big girl's thing?'
'goodjob dear... ha kakak, look. he's a little boy. u?'
'taknak.. yours look weird, i bet i cant taste anyhing eee'
'gilalah weyy she's cooking weyy! bukak pintu beso beso aku taknak mati sedut asap!'
'fuyo kak, tak hangus ke tu? want some help dude? hakhak okeke jangan tumbuk'
'waaa seriously? u did that? omaigad cant believe my eyes'
'look ! she did it on her own! we shld post it on whatsApp'


oookay the last one were quite funnii ahahaha

.............

i know. the goods were for me too.
i know. they want me to be something.
i know. it's all for my future
i know.
but have u ever heard 'bad things change people' ?
yet, they'll never know

i just dont know how to
i do want to achieve something, i do, i swear i do
i do wanna fly and get out from this country like all the novels ive had read (ekeke)
i do wanna be a good girl.... ( im a barbie girl in a barbie world~)
and yes, im trying. and i dont need any compliment.

i just need some respect.